A few days ago, I said goodbye to my daughter. She’s moving
across the country, and while I intend to follow her, I’ll be a few
weeks behind. On her last day in Florida, we decided the appropriate
goodbye to the Sunshine State would be spent at the beach, watching the
sun set over the Gulf of Mexico.
Afternoon gave way to evening, and my daughter’s playdate was
not over- and I was beginning to get annoyed. It was getting late. The
universe knew that this was my special day with my daughter, and yet it
did not care. It mocked my plans, and I was left to grumble to myself
until they finally left.
We hurried to the car, sped down the road, and hoped and prayed
to make it to the beach before the sunset. The feeling of annoyance
still permeated every bone in my body- until my daughter pointed out the
clouds. What a magnificent sight to behold, if you’ve never witnessed
the awesome power of Florida clouds. We started taking snapshots as we
sped down the road. The annoyance started to fade. I no longer cared
about making it “on time.”
We stopped at Starbucks for a cup of coffee and a hot chocolate.
Though she’d had it before, this is the first time it came in a cup
that looked just like the ones Daddy brings home from work. She felt
like such a big girl, and made me take pictures of Starbucks to
commemorate her first “coffee” at Starbucks. When we finally made it to
the beach, it was not only pitch dark, but the clouds now covered every inch of the sky,
blanketing the beach in a darkness usually reserved for haunted houses.
As it turns out, we had to put the camera away. I then realized we
were the only souls on the beach- it became our playground, and so it
began. The play.
We removed our shoes and ran to the water. Soon, she began
chasing me, as I screamed in feigned horror at the six-year-old who was
trying to get me. We fell to our knees on the sand of Clearwater beach,
exhausted and laughing. We made sand angels. A few minutes later, we
were up again, she chasing me and throwing sand at my back. We had a
sandball fight. We made a sandcastle. We walked through the water,
hand in hand. Then she said it.
“Daddy, this is the best night of my life.”
She would utter those words several times more throughout the next
hour or so, and each time, my heart melted. I took a break, under the
pretense of being exhausted, when in reality I simply wanted to watch my
flesh and blood frolick in the sand. She ran with reckless abandon,
laughed like no one was watching, and flung herself into the sand,
laughing even more hystericallly each time. This was my daughter, and
tonight, this was our beach, this was our night, this was our world.
And it was perfect.